All right! I’ve been pondering this for as many years as I’ve known about it, and it has finally dawned on me: 215 (the title on the spine of the book that my second wife, Suzann, saw in her ‘dream’ 36 years ago).
I’m suggesting that there are several meanings to those digits, these are the most obvious:
Two (binary number system);
Five (the Goddess).
(As is “the two became one with the Goddess…”)
But what does it mean to me?
Because Whitley Strieber had a similar ‘library’ event, he saw a book slightly pulled out from the rest, and noted that the title was “You Can’t Go Home Again.” That was a subconscious message, he thought.
And I have always wondered why the acrostic I wrote for “Balancing Book” (the poem in which I documented her dream in sonnet form) was Librarian Libra since neither of us were Librans. A couple of days ago, I did the chart for our wedding, and that turned out to have an Ascendant of Libra Rising…
But I always presumed the Librarian part was (just) my being clever by half. (And, yes, I recognize that I was making a suggestion based on the setting being a library.)
But, that was never satisfying enough for my mental processes: it just had to be more…
So I looked up what the numbers mean in Wikipedia.
Here’s what I found:
So, it was about a library system, after all.