Tag Archives: relationships

The Day I Contemplated Suicide

Posted on October 17, 2015 by cdsmiller17

Everyone faces this point in their life: there is no way forward; the outlook is bleak; thoughts are black; is there any way out? In a moment of weakness, death looks like the only option. The date was 10 December … Continue reading →

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“I Quit!” Dream Analysis

Posted on June 16, 2015 by cdsmiller17

In December 1984, I was on the threshold of a new adventure. I was about to leave my old life behind, forever. This is the analysis of a dream I had on the night of the 4th. Background Straight Pins … Continue reading →

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Worrier

Posted on June 15, 2015 by cdsmiller17

Worrier Worrier Politeness veils the truth from prying eyes, Observing music by the silent lyre, Which then creates a fog, like misty fire, Enough to cloak it in a dense disguise. Reflection bars the knowledge of the Wise, Obstructing Spirit’s … Continue reading →

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In This Season of Joy

Posted on June 15, 2015 by cdsmiller17

Blue Christmas   In This Season of Joy In this season of joy, I ache for you: Not a moment’s rest, even in my sleep; Too much has happened; the mountain’s so steep I can’t remember what I want to … Continue reading →

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A Peak Experience

Posted on June 14, 2015 by cdsmiller17

The Valley Manifold A Peak Experience To take a break from life — its madding pace — Has one small promise: relaxation time Enough to recreate a balanced space More meant for merrymaking’s mental clime. And now I know what … Continue reading →

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Seasick, Too

Posted on June 14, 2015 by cdsmiller17

Glorious Devon Seasick, Too The ‘Wish you were here’ seemed so insincere; Holiday post cards haven’t changed a bit Even ‘though the photographs are more clear; Herein lies the problem, there is no wit On the back and ev’ryone seems … Continue reading →

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The Dark Side

Posted on June 14, 2015 by cdsmiller17

The Dark Side Potential darkness lurks within each soul, Regardless how one feels about the Light; Omniscience will not come until the goal, Made manifest in Man, falls into sight. Each ego strives to help protect its child — The … Continue reading →

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A Mother’s Letter to her Son

Posted on May 30, 2015 by cdsmiller17

In October 1974, my mother wrote me a letter to explain my history. In doing so, she told me a little of her life’s story. Here is what I have discovered about my mother from her birth in 1923 to … Continue reading →

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What’s in a (baby’s) Name?

Posted on May 29, 2015 by cdsmiller17

When a new child is born, the parents have to decide what to name the baby. It is an important function, because in most cases, that name is the one this person will identify with their whole life. A Rose … Continue reading →

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Games People Play

Posted on May 26, 2015 by cdsmiller17

We’re not talking about Pac Man, we’re talking about P.A.C., man: Parent, Adult, Child; Transactional Analysis; I’m OK, You’re OK. (Is that OK?) Transactional Analysis Definitions Games People Play (cover) According to Wikipedia:“Transactional analysis (abbreviated to TA), is a theory … Continue reading →

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