WHO Declares Pandemic (March 11, 2020)
This has been the longest two years of mt life. In terms of history, the situation is still current. Here’s the chart for the exact moment that Time Magazine published their online article about it.
North Node conjunct Ascendant? This hardly ever happens, so it makes me think that this was a cosmic event.
Planetary conjunctions to the North Node urge the individual to leave his past behind. Instead, he will experience a new karmic lesson in the current life. During his younger years, he tends to misuse his North Node until he is able to discover its latent potential.
Occasionally, he tries to fall back on his South Node, but each time he does he finds circumstances which are so unbearably intolerable that he again chooses to re-evaluate his North Node possibilities. Ultimately he realizes that he is being subliminally pressured to step forward into a uniquely new experience.Karmic Astrology: the Moon’s Nodes and Reincarnation by Martin Schulman (page 100)
The Moon (as ruler of Cancer Rising) is on the 5th House cusp, square to Mars, Jupiter and Pluto in Capricorn. The Moon is also inconjunct to the Sun and Neptune.
Sun Inconjunct Moon
This aspect suggests that there is a subtle conflict going on inside you that may sometimes create emotional problems.The Sun signifies your conscious personality, the way in which you act and the kinds of activities that you like to get involved in. The Moon signifies the emotional and less conscious side of you. It indicates the habits that take over when you are not acting consciously and feelings that come up from deep inside you. The inconjunct aspect between the Sun and Moon means that the Sun part of your personality is quite different from the Moon part, and it may be hard for you to relate them to each other. It is as if you are divided in two, so that whenever you have to make an important decision, especially one that involves your feelings, the different sides of your personality want to go in opposite directions. You sometimes find it difficult to decide if you like something or if you want to take part in some activity.
But a much more difficult problem arise if you decide that one of these personalities is good and the other bad, so that you try to repress and hold down any behavior from the “bad” side. Unfortunately, that only makes it more difficult to handle that side, so that you have intense urges to do things that you think you should not do. You begin to act in ways that betray the image of yourself that you are trying to build up.
The only solution is to accept both sides of your personality, for they are both you, and it is important to express them both. It is only your attitude of rejection that makes one side good and the other side bad.
Moon Inconjunct Neptune
This aspect indicates that you are very sensitive and that you pick up feelings from the people around you very easily. The danger is that many of these feelings will be difficult to cope with; they may make you afraid of the world and reluctant to go out into it, as you must do when you are older. As a result, you prefer to be alone with your thoughts and let your fancies wander wherever they want to go. When you are older, this may help you use your imagination very creatively, but it won’t help you work out your everyday problems. You must learn to stand on your own and not depend on others. You also have to learn that you are worth as much as anyone else, for you tend to withdraw when someone acts aggressive[ly]. But the adults who help you learn these lessons must be gentle and understanding. Otherwise you will shrink back into yourself. Above all, you must not be made to feel incompetent or inadequate, or you will think of yourself as a loser all your life.
People with this aspect often hide their real feelings and make sacrifices for others that they do not really want to make. Then they resent the person who asked for the sacrifice. You must learn to tell people how you really feel; if you do not, you have only yourself to blame for what happens. You must learn to accept that you are responsible for your own life. Do not act as if you are the victim of strong forces that you can’t control, because you can control them.