It’s a Strange Combination, to be Sure


I’ll be short and sweet about this one: I woke in the night to the smell of bleach, and an image in my mind that COVID-19 was coming to an end. My first thought was “Has someone eliminated the coronavirus in our house?”

Two or three hours later, the same thing happened.

Is this a spiritual cleansing?

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Who Do You Think You’re Fooling, Too?


Do You Support the World?

If you are a member of the “rich club” (in other words, the 1% of society), you probably think that the other 99% are hangers-on and resource wasters.

There is a “rumour” going about that this pandemic has been released on the world to rid it of the “excess” population. Life will then be sustainable for the “worthy” income-generating people only, meaning yourselves.

But your view is skewed, upside-down. And now that the world has been told to shut down for a period of time, the truth is beginning to sneak past your ego-filters.

You are not income generators without the rest of us buying into the American way.


You need us more than we need you!

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Who Do You Think You’re Fooling?


Image courtesy of the National Post

Masking Our Fears…

So, now they think it would be better if we all wore masks.

Sure, if there were enough of them to be fairly distributed among the inhabitants of planet Earth.

At the moment, there aren’t enough to protect front-line workers during this pandemic.

They must think we’re April Fools!

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Who Am I, Really?


More than the Sum of My Body Parts

It’s a fair question. One’s identity is so tied up with self-image that it can get confusing at times. Now, think about that word “image“. Have you ever considered what it could mean? I M age, for one. But the idea is probably more akin to i (out of) mage (magician).

In other words, a magic trick!

In the hologram that we call life on Earth, we are illusions.

That’s why photographs are really just snapshots of standing waves.

My Point is…

I don’t really exist here. I am a physical projection into a matrix of code. I am an avatar in a computer simulation. I am a programmer and a user of spiritual energy.

Does that make sense to you?

If it does, you should be grateful that you are ‘awake’ in the game of life.

When I was a child, I sensed that I was seeing the world differently from everyone else.

But it is almost impossible to share that kind of knowledge with others. That’s the reason I write this blog almost every single day. I’ve been doing it since April 2014.


We seem to be living in perilous times. Our physical vehicles are constantly under some kind of threat, both exterior and interior to their form. We don’t want to die, and we fear ‘invisible’ killers the most, because we can’t protect our bodies from them.

But, what if that fear is the ‘real’ virus? What if its spread is killing our spirits within our bodies? What if we only need to change our thinking to make ourselves immune from its influence?

What if all we need is Love?


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Yes, 1981 was a Pivotal Year*


Attempted Assassination of Ronald Reagan

On this day in 1981, John Hinckley tried to kill the 40th President of the United States.

Hinckley was reported to have been driven by an obsessive fixation on actress Jodie Foster. He was found not guilty by reason of insanity and remained under institutional psychiatric care until September 10, 2016. Public outcry over the verdict led to the Insanity Defense Reform Act of 1984, which altered the rules for consideration of mental illness of defendants in Federal Criminal Court proceedings in the United States” (Wikipedia)

I’ve always wondered if that was true about Hinckley’s motivation.

The Chart


So, what can we see immediately? There was no hidden agenda, as such, because there are no inconjuncts in this chart. How this may have manifested unconsciously is tied up in the obvious aspects between the retrograde Jupiter/Saturn conjunction in Libra and the Sun/Venus/Mars conjunction in Aries.

When people say that there is nothing ‘real’ about astrology, they forget that its effects are not direct, but reflective. “As Above, So Below.”

Taxi Driver is a very violent film. It came out in the middle of the 70’s. The 70’s was a decade when films turned very violent, very, very violent, indeed. Hinckley was affected by this film, because he identified with its anti-hero, Travis Bickle.

Travis Bickle is an ex-Marine and Vietnam War veteran living in New York City. As he suffers from insomnia, he spends his time working as a taxi driver at night, watching porn movies at seedy cinemas during the day, or thinking about how the world, New York in particular, has deteriorated into a cesspool. He’s a loner who has strong opinions about what is right and wrong with mankind. For him, the one bright spot in New York humanity is Betsy, a worker on the presidential nomination campaign of Senator Charles Palantine. He becomes obsessed with her. After an incident with her, he believes he has to do whatever he needs to make the world a better place in his opinion. One of his priorities is to be the savior for Iris, a twelve-year-old runaway and prostitute who he believes wants out of the profession and under the thumb of her pimp and lover Matthew. (Storyline from IMDb)

On every street in every city, there’s a nobody who dreams of being a somebody…

If you were a sidelined Vietnam veteran would you have done the same?

That’s the energy of the Sun and Mars exactly conjunct in Aries.

Here ends today’s lesson in astrology.

* The spiral UFO over China and the Birth of Fountain happened during this year.

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A Small Footnote in History


Maurice Strong (April 29, 1929 – November 27, 2015)

I wrote about the Rio Conference 1992 in yesterday’s post COVID-19: Is There a Hidden Agenda. This man organized that conference for the United Nations. When I shared what I’d written (and quoted) with some of my friends, I got one interesting response:

“Thank you and I am familiar with this understanding. Just to keep it up to date Maurice died 5-6 yrs ago after being hospitalized for perhaps a year before that. He did not leave billions of dollars. I know for a fact that there were many times when he was flat broke. No question that Lawrence Rockefeller funded Maurice and his wife Hanna’s projects in Crestone Colorado. I worked with Hanne for a number of years during the 90’s. Maurice knew every world leader and powerful person on the planet. His potential connection to NWO was always mentioned. I saw no proof nor was I in the inner circle who would have known for certain.”

Here is a link to an interview that Strong gave to the Guardian Newspaper in 2010. Here’s one portion of that interview:

A lot of the criticism you seem to attract is founded on the belief that, via your extensive portfolio of business interests and bureaucratic roles, you are somehow plotting to establish a new world order. How do you respond to this accusation?

I think it exaggerates my influence, my power and my intention. Anyone who wants to look at the record over the years can see that I’ve been subjected to that kind of criticism, but I’ve always made it clear that I do not believe that global government is either necessary [or] feasible. What I do believe is that we need a system of global governance through which nations can cooperate and deal with issues they cannot deal with alone. Maybe that statement is too sophisticated for some but it shouldn’t be. The ultimate example is climate change. I prepared a piece recently on what I call the “Survival Agenda”, pointing out that the UN agenda has something like 150 items on it and it is impossible to get an item off the agenda due to the constituencies that keep them on there. However, many just don’t need to be on there. They can be dealt with by other organisations, or are no longer relevant compared to when they were put on the agenda. What we need is to give special priority to those issues that affect our actual survival and I’ve boiled this down to about seven issues. We’ve got to realise that we blithely assume that life will continue no matter what because it always has. But it’s not correct that it always has. Look at the history of planet earth – there’s only a minute moment of time when the conditions have been conducive to human life. We are literally altering those conditions and my motivation is to alert people to this. I believe that we need a degree of cooperation on these issues that goes beyond anything we’ve ever seen before. During a war we get a lot of co-operation, but we also get a lot of rivalry. In the second world war, nations co-operated. There are examples of co-operation during periods of special need. But things are happening now that could really affect the future of humanity and that’s what drives me. It doesn’t mean I’m right about everything, but that is my purpose.

(Italics and emphasis are mine.)

Strong also mentioned during the interview that he has a web site to counter the accusations he’s been subjected to over the years. Here’s the link.

I’ve written this to provide some reasonable balance for David Icke’s (sometimes) irrational rhetoric. I never knew about Maurice Strong while he was alive.

May he now Rest In Peace.

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COVID-19: Is There a Hidden Agenda?


Something is definitely wrong.

Let’s be clear here: I don’t f**king love Atheism, but I do admire George Carlin’s ability to call out incompetence whenever he saw it:

“This is the kind of shit you’d expect from an office temp with a bad attitude.”

Bad attitude? More like, evil intentions.

Matthew 7:16-20 King James Version (KJV)

16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?

17 Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit.

18 A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.

19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.

20 Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.

Welcome to My Alternate World View

My daughter, Rosanna, shared a post on Facebook yesterday that purported to quote an (unnamed) Indian doctor. The main gist of the post was pointing out how privileged we are in the West. Here’s the post:


Now, on its own, I might never have bothered to comment. Then I suspected it was meant to make us feel guilty, which it surely did, so was it from a Russian troll?

But I did comment, and it seemed to be a paranoid response:

Agenda 21 – End Game


We are now in David Icke territory!

The foundations, structure and ‘must haves’ of a Hunger Games society are detailed in a plan being imposed through the United Nations called Agenda 21 which encompasses two related themes of ‘sustainable development’ and ‘biodiversity’. Don’t be caught out by the apparent meaning of the words. They are the work of the inverters and reversers after all. Sustainable development – as in don’t use more than can be replaced – sounds sensible enough at first until you realise what this and biodiversity really mean in the context of the conspiracy. Agenda 21 was established at the United Nations Conference on Environment and Development in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, in 1992, hosted by Maurice Strong, a Canadian oil and business billionaire and long-time frontman for the Rothschilds and Rockefellers. Strong has been a leader of their exploit-the-environment-to-scam-the-people programme which is now in full flow and he said with typical forktongue mendacity that he is a capitalist when it comes to his billionaire businesses, but collectivist when it comes to saving the planet. Put this through the bullshit translator and out comes … ‘I am a billionaire from the Capitol and I want the masses living in Hunger Games poverty justified by saving the planet’. Strong is a member of the Club of Rome, the environmental Hidden Hand in the Round Table network that includes the Bilderberg Group, Trilateral Commission and Council on Foreign Relations. Strong now operates out of China where the Rothschilds and Rockefellers have enormous interests and influence and he has made a fortune out of the so-called ‘environmental’ policies that he has helped to promote. He said in support of Agenda 21: ‘Isn’t the only hope for this planet that the industrialised civilization collapse? Isn’t it our responsibility to bring that about?’ This is a man who became mega-rich through the oil industry. He now lives in billionaire luxury in China where carbon-emitting industry is booming and he is a director of the Chicago Climate Exchange (largest shareholder, Goldman Sachs), which is ‘the world’s first and North America’s only legally-binding greenhouse-gas emission registry reduction-system for emission sources and offset projects in North America and Brazil’. The Exchange was established with funding from the Joyce Foundation where Barack Obama was once a director. Strong and Al Gore make money through the Carbon Exchange and other means from the lies they promote about climate change and the solutions they propose. Kate Johnston wrote on the website: ‘The same men that sold us the myth of man-made global warming are the same men that sold us the “solution” of a Carbon Tax and Emissions Trading Scheme and now they’re profiting off their lucrative investments which are based on lies.’ Strong fled to China in 2006 after being accused of corruption with respect to the UN oil for food program. Maurice Strong involved in corruption? Must be some mistake surely?

Icke, David. The Perception Deception – Part Two (Kindle Locations 5033-5055). David Icke Books Limited. Kindle Edition.


The Rio Conference of 1992


[I wrote about this conference as it was happening (for my book At This Point in Time) and here’s what I said:]

I like charts that have a visual image formed by the lines of the planetary aspects. This chart does, although not a complete one. Does it not look like the roof of a house suspended above an unfinished foundation?

The way that the chart’s energies are diffused, it is not much wonder that nothing ‘concrete’ was accomplished at Rio. Let’s review some of the aspects and, for the fun of it, try to identify which planets symbolise which Conference representatives.

When you want, you can be very agreeable and charming and can even win enemies over to your side simply by being friendly. (Sun Conjunct Venus)

Learn to act more moderately and not take on more than you can handle. If you learn to understand your own limitations, you will discover that you have the ability to act at the right time. (Sun Square Jupiter)

You talk to people in a way that wins them over. You are very good at soothing hurt feelings and at helping people settle a quarrel fairly. You say what has to be said, without being dishonest, but you express yourself so well that everyone feels good about it. (Mercury Conjunct Venus)

Your mind moves quickly from topic to topic, often without pausing long enough for you to understand what you have learned. And if there is a lot of excitement or activity around you, your mind may race so fast to keep up with it all that you work yourself into a state of nervous frenzy. Under these circumstances it is almost impossible for you to concentrate or do any useful mental work. (Mercury Inconjunct Uranus)

Although you like to know a lot of different people, you are not interested in getting close to them or involved in their lives, because it puts too many responsibilities upon you. (Venus in Gemini)

Others will generally like you and enjoy your friendship. You will have to learn to cope with the serious side of life. Don’t waste all your time on silly and meaningless activities that build nothing for the future. (Venus Square Jupiter)

You have no desire to impose your will on your friends, as long as they don’t try to force their ways on you. (Mars in Aries)

Your work is always done carefully and thoroughly. You may take longer than others, but your results are always enduring. (Mars Sextile Saturn)

You feel that you have to be yourself, and there is nothing wrong with that. But if you always react negatively to pressures from others, you will be as much at their mercy as if you always did what they wanted you to do. (Mars Square Uranus)

You are easily persuaded that your individuality is not worth much and that you should give it up to some higher power. (Mars Square Neptune)

Very often it seems as if tremendous forces are working to prevent you from getting what you want. When there are great changes taking place within you and in your environment, you will work very hard to make your affairs turn out right. (Mars Inconjunct Pluto)

You will grow and achieve maturity by developing a constructive sense of duty, by knowing that what you do is useful to the world and by living up to your responsibilities. (Jupiter in Virgo)

You are very interested in knowledge and skills that enable you to change the world around you. But your ideal of change is of a systematic and orderly process. (Saturn in Aquarius)

It may mean that at several times in your life you will have to work very hard against insuperable obstacles in order to get ahead. (Saturn Square Pluto)

So, any luck with that? I guess it would have helped if I had provided you with a list of the attendees. Instead, let us see what countries are usually considered represented by the signs associated with the seven ‘personal’ planets.

Sun – Leo: France, Italy;

Moon – Cancer: Africa, Holland;

Mercury – Gemini: United States, Belgium;

Venus – Taurus: Asia Minor, Ireland;

Mars – Aries: Britain, Germany;

Jupiter – Sagittarius: Arabia, Spain;

Saturn – Capricorn: India, Mexico.

When energy is as diffused as this chart shows, one can only expect compromise: a committee promise to keep working towards a change that will be good for everyone.

[Little did I know that they had adopted Agenda 21 as their blueprint for the 21st century.]

I notice now that I missed the Saturn/Ascendant inconjunct…

Saturn Inconjunct Ascendant

With this aspect you probably have a rather serious attitude toward life and other people. It may be quite difficult for you to simply go out and have a good time. You want to be serious and to spend all your time performing significant tasks…

On occasion this aspect indicates frail physical health, which can be corrected only by paying a great deal of attention to hygiene, personal health habits and proper diet. However, this aspect may also signify that you worry too much about your health. Try not to be so concerned about it unless a physician has diagnosed a definite problem.


The New World Order


Lots of people have been warning us about the NWO. The ‘event’ of 9-11 was just the first stage. Our freedoms have been reduced, everyone’s considered a terrorist and we have been perpetually battling a jihad against militant Islam. For what? World domination!


What surprises me in hindsight is that I first was warned about the date December 7, 2019 a full ten days before Nine-Eleven. I thought it was personal. It is, to each and every one of us.

COVID-19 was meant to do one or all of the following:

Scare the shit out of us;

Kill a lot of people (mainly the poor, the infirm and the elderly);

Make it illegal to leave our homes for at least two weeks;

Use up surplus medical supplies;

Cause panic in the shops and the stock market;

Spend billions on researching a ‘cure’;

Make Trump look bad, no matter what he does.

Looks like it worked, then.


Disinformation as Primary Weapon of the War


No one is telling us the unvarnished truth. Even Trump is telling ‘little white lies’ hoping to keep the markets from collapsing completely. But the constant *drip, drip, drip* of news reports is getting us inured to death by this ‘invisible’ killer. (Statistics can do that.)

Trump has declared war on COVID-19. Good luck with that, sir!

How did it come about?

David Wilcock has been busy lately putting together videos to keep us up-to-date with ‘developments’. I watched the first one which was over 2 hours and 45 minutes. (It was a mess, in my humble opinion.)

But a couple of ‘insider’ snippets were mentioned. Firstly, that Bill Gates had stepped away completely from Microsoft. Secondly, a scientist working with the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation was arrested. And finally, that an assistant of said scientist was found to have 21 vials of COVID-19 in his sock luggage. If you connect those dots the implication is that Bill Gates was working towards the very thing he discussed in his 2015 TED talk.


Is that crystal clear?


It seems to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. Trump has seemed completely nonchalant about it. Why is that? My ‘guess’ is that he and Mike Pence and their families have been inoculated by an antidote of some kind. That would explain Trump’s lack of fear about standing close to others and shaking their hands. The implication is that the source of this pandemic is American.

Susan had a dream last night that suggested that this virus was a ‘test’ of some sort.

I agree. The political test is one of the masses being ‘obedient’, or else; the emotional test is whether we can find a way through our fears to have empathy for others; the spiritual test is to mobilize our latent talents to bring us into the golden age of co-operation of all the diverse groups of Light Workers.

Have we passed the tests? Only time will tell.

The last word belongs to George:



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